Ob-La-Di, Ob-La-Da

I had my first scrimmage tonight. It was nerve racking and I discovered I kind of suck. It’s hard to not be down about it, but I do realize that I’m still a newb and I’m still learning the game. Knowing how to play and actually playing are two different things. It’s tough. I fell down a lot. I suck at hitting. But, I will get better. 

I will be surprised if they put me on the roster for the first game, though. I really do need to learn how to hit better and how to hold off opponents. In due time, I will get this.

I just need to keep telling myself that…